Thursday, August 26, 2010

God's Revelation of Love

“For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says the Lord, thoughts of peace and not of evil, to give you a future and a hope.” Jeremiah 29:11

Hello, for all those who don’t know me, my name is Claudia Hurt. I am 29 years old and I am single. I am blessed to be one of seven children and have been blessed with a mother and father who have showed me unconditional love no matter what. Growing up, I knew I could always go to them with whatever I was struggling with and they would be there for me, not judging me but comforting me. I was raised going to Calvary Chapel from an early age, and I even gave my life to the Lord then. However, as they say, “life happens”! Now I have been back seven years, after recommitting my life at the age of 23.


When I was in high school, I had this recurring dream that I would be married at the age of 23, that I would be walking down the aisle to my “husband,” who was standing inside a gazebo dressed in a white tux. I could never see his face, and all the white chairs were empty of people, but I knew it was my wedding day and I was walking up the aisle to “him.” Well, needless to say, 23 came and went, and still I remained single. Looking back on it, I realize that it was a pretty hard time for me. Everything seemed to be going right in my life except for this one aspect.



On my knees one day, I cried out to Jesus and asked Him why I had this dream for so long. He showed me that I had been married that year. When I had dreamed about walking up that aisle, I had been walking up to “Him”; when I had made my commitment, I had been making it to “Him”! I pledged my life to Him, to honor Him, to cherish Him for the rest of my life. It was one of my “aha” moments—a revelation! I have been so blessed and amazed by our God!

“When I was a child, I spoke as a child, I understood as a child, I thought as a child; but when I became a man, I put away childish things. For now we see in a mirror, dimly, but then face to face. Now I know in part, but then I shall know just as I also am known. And now abide faith, hope, love, these three; but the greatest of these is love.” 1 Corinthians 13:11-13
See, my perspective was off, and I had been thinking only in the physical realm. I was thinking earthly, when God showed me the bigger picture—the eternal picture that He had and still has for me. What a comfort that was for me then and now!

“Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge Him, and He shall direct your paths.” Proverbs 3:5
This personal revelation has made me see the bigger picture. I am truly a blessed individual! I have a merciful Savior, a Comforter, and a Friend! Now more than ever, I rest in Him and have a peace that surpasses all understanding.
“Her ways are ways of pleasantness, and all her paths are peace. She is a tree of life to those who take hold of her, and happy are all who retain her.” Proverbs 3:17-18

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

Claudia,
Thanks for sharing your heart with us. It has been an absolute delight getting to know you and spending time with you. CC is blessed to have such a sincere and beautiful young woman in our body.
Love, Alyssa

Jen said...

Claudia this is just beautiful...thank you for sharing with us!

Nina said...

When you described your dream - I just knew who it was! God prepares us - builds a grand foundation and then builds on top of that - a wonderful, spiritual place in one's heart. You just never know what God has planned Claudia! Look at me - I said I would never get married...It took some 40+ years but I did...

Thanks for sharing!